Tuesday, March 22, 2011

Lent - 40 days and 40 nights Part 10

Is it me, or is forgiveness getting harder every year?

I was told I give too much with too many high expectations. I can own that...I think my giving boundaries are jacked up. I was given so much. I have massive gratitude for little things and big things but mostly little things. And I see how fortunate we are and feel like sharing is what this life is about...and maybe too often I over extend myself and get angry when people take advantage.

So I am thinking about trying to find a balance.
I woke up this morning thinking I would rather not be so angry all the time and I would rather feel lighter in my spirit by not holding all this anger inside or holding things against people...but I can't lie. Its hard to let things go. Especially when your only hope and sometimes only redemption is to know better for the next time.

Well...
Forgiveness...
I am hoping I can be better at it these days.

40 days and 40 nights...

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